Yes, I'm taking Chinese once more to improve, but that's not going so well with that. So it's my last semester in college, time to relax and wait for that sweet happy day in May, right? WRONG!

At the moment I'm knee deep in club meetings, homework, work, applications and other personal things. This semester isn't fun like I hope it would be three years ago. Curses, even though I wish it could be May I don't want to do that. Only because I'm not sure I'm ready for the real world yet.

Most of my friends seem to have an idea of what they are going to do from either work or grad school. While grad school does sound good, I would only use it as an excuse to stay out of the real world for another two years. Yes, I know hiding isn't a good thing and I'm really trying not to hide. And so we hit a crossroad.

It funny in a way, this life of mine is turning more and more into a manga as every day.

I feel sleepy...